It Spirit

Happy Saturday! I woke up early this morning. Around 6:40 am but stayed in bed for about 20 minutes LOL. I haven’t done any morning activities but turned on my computer and started browsing. Well, seems jobless daily life. Actually, I had some things to do for this week. I gotta do BEM report for Tuesday and somehow there’s a deadline for editing our short clip, and I ignore them all as I don’t have anything to do.

You know, I realized this is one of my bad habits. I’d like to postpone everything I had to done even I know the deadline. I’d like to do everything in a short-time-to-deadline so I can do it seriously. Well, honestly, I hate this habit. It isn’t like I easily give up about something, but easily get bored about anything I done. Though, I know it’s not good but I’m still doing it and I don’t know how to stop this kind of disease. Geez.

In fact that, this morning, I had planned to continue my write. It’s like I have stuck in a brain freeze for months. And this morning, I intended to continue but as soon as I turned on the computer, what I’ve done is just connected the internet and started browsing for new movie. In the same time, I watched SHINee’s One Fine Day variety show. As today is #5YearsWithSHINee. Happy SHINee day J. After that, I checked out my twitter and facebook. It takes too long to went back to the straight way of my first plan, searching for new idea. The new chapter of my writing is about some location in San Francisco. Though, I don’t know much about the city, I gotta finish it. So, first I looked up Wikipedia to check what is famous in San Francisco. After a while, I didn’t get what I need and as usual, I get bored and decided to write this post. Very clever.

I don’t know would I finish some tasks for today or just doing nothing. But, I wish I could sweep away this habit. I need cheers and spirit to do things so first, I wish I could find out what will be my spirit. This morning is clear and my head is about to blue -___-

I suddenly remember my last chat with Rangers. We found out that we are Less girls. For me, Heartless as I never have relationship or (they think) I never have intention to boys. Pink Brown Ranger, Loveless, because nobody has intention to draw love in her heart for years. LOL. Grey Ranger is Careless. Idk, she’s decided by herself. Of course, there was a reason behind it. And last but no least, White Ranger stands for Soulless. Because she’s just too soulless to have sensitivity about what happen around her. Compared to her, I prefer to be a heartless. At least, well, even though it sounds a bit similar but, well, I don’t know. I just feel like I’m better. LOL. And the conclusion is, WE ARE PEMALES. Pemales means lazy. And it similar with Female less pronunciation. We are clever like a crow!

Last, I want to have spirit to finish my tasks. Happy Saturday!

I’m Ranger Black. Am I really lazy?

Funny

I’ve just watch a Korean variety show, We Got Married, and suddenly I want to write this in a rush. Well, there’s a scene when Taemin (Shinee) said that he usually didn’t like people do couple things. Like, bought couple things and others. He hated it because he was jealous.  But since he has got married, and he did things like that with his wife, he enjoyed it himself. He told that, if I didn’t do this kind of things now, in this age, then when will I can do this again? And something suddenly stabbed my heart. Like… oh, it definitely ME!! I just imagined if I got a boyfriend in my mature age, it means I couldn’t do cute and childlike things like that. Even after I wrote this, I still don’t know what to do.

I’m Ranger Black. Am I really a heartless?