Risma's Diary: Justin Bieber

Heyya. Today must be 1^st March, but I’m writing this a week before. 1^st March is one of my favorite date because two important persons for me are having birthday! Yes, my lil sister and of course, you should probably know about the-one-and-only Justin Bieber. Y U NO EXCITED??

Okay, ehm. First thing first I would like to say Happy Birthday to both of em. Wish you a happy and long life. I can’t ask for more than your best of your life. But I’m dedicating this post to my-one-and-only Justin Bieber. Yup, today must be your best day of a year. You’re 18 now. OMG we’re in the same age again. I won’t ever feel older than you now LOL. I just can’t believe I’ve been supporting this boy for over two years now. A senior Belieber, eh? Haha. I still remember the first time I saw him on a magz. I told you, it was a request to put up him on the magz. I started to think he was an actor, hahaa. I started searching on Google who he was and I figured out he is a singer. A new artist. His 1^st album was released on 17^th September 2009. It called My World and I still remember I got it just days before Valentine. Yes, his first single, One Time, released on August. He is the second teenage singer after Stevie Wonder who hit Billboard Chart with 4 songs all at once. Proud of you, boy :’)

Back to the first time, I downloaded his single, One Time. And the first thought of me after listened it was “did I download it wrong? I thought Justin Bieber was a boy. And why is this ‘One Time’ singer is a girl?” that was mindfuck. Lol. I’m sure you agree with me. The old voice of Justin was so lame for boy. It was kinda girl’s voice. But for me, it was amazing listened to an awesome song. He is a talented artist. I knew it from the start. I don’t care what haters said that he’s more like girls. I thought so but what’s the matter? He has amazing voice than any boys. It’s different. He has a good vocal technique. No, awesome! His voice was so high even like girls. And I was dying in love with his magical awesome voice from the first time.

Since then, I started collect stuff of him. Magz, T-shirt, CDs, posters and anything bout him. That’s definitely me. I always wanted to collect all stuff and (wished) never missed one. I just want to have them all and no doubt to spend so much charge on them. I actually hate this kinda bad habit. That’s why I’m afraid to like anyone because I will do anything to get every thingy of em. Back to the top, yeah, I love him like crazy. His flip hair, his high voice, his attractive and funny face when he’s makin’ faces. Everything makes me going insane! But I’m telling you, the old Justin wasn’t handsome either hot. Yeah, hahaa it’s kinda funny when you say this kinda cheer face is handsome or so.

He was so umm, common face or what. The only thing that made him different was his flip hair. It was so trend. All of the boys around the world made it as a trend hairstyle. LOL. But I think the only one who proper to use it was his himself. And yeah, the first booming and very popular song was released. The Baby became hits on every charts. It could possibly be in the top positions. And the second album was released on March 23^rd. My Worlds 2.0, my second cds. This boy became my new addiction.

Yeah, that was me adoring this boy so much. But I missed his concert last year. That was my deep regret. I don’t know after being his number one fan all this time, I just missed it without any chance to get the tix. That was such an epicfail. And now he’s growing so fast like I couldn’t believe it at all. It’s like so yesterday when he said he loves girls and he wouldn’t doubt to having dates with fans but now he has a longlast relationship with his girlfriend, Selena Gomes. Break my heart easily.

He’s 18^th today. Almost three years passed quickly since the boy with gray hoodie singing very cheerfully with Usher. Nowadays, no flip hair or childish character but cool, hot and man swag he got. Yeah, he’s swagger a lot than the first time. I’m not blaming anyone but I think he’s changing he’s character so much because of his girlfriend. There’s bad and good sides for us, Beliebers. But it’s okay, I like him though. By the way I know there are songs that never get old for me. One Time, Common Denominator, One Less Lonely Girl, Overboard, Never Let You Go, and Fa La La. I love them most. Okay, I just don’t know why it is called 'most'. I like them all. Seriously.

Another reason of loving him for me because he has encouraged me so much. He becomes a hero for me all this time. He has showed us how to believe in everything because everything is reachable. Don’t care how high your dream, there MUST BE a way to straight to it. I know it seems too much, but instead I found something important in believe. You know it has strengthful meaning. You can be anything you want. You just have to dream it and believe it. Also with many effort and hard pray. Life is just to waste if you don’t use the dream itself. Just dreaming because it’s free HAHA. You know, Justin had always been a normal boy. He sang and uploaded it on YouTube. Who knows he would become this great and popular? Just with high dreams and faithful you could get the world. He’s not just an idol for me. He’s more like a reflection of what I always wanted to be. He can then why couldn’t we? He sings in front of all people. He makes his family proud. He travels around the world. He becomes the most guy that girls wanted the most. He was born to be somebody. And I believe I have a chance to be somebody too.

This time I’m thankfully to him. He made me proud as I am. He made me not afraid at all of dreaming high. He makes me proud to be a daydreamer LOL. I figured out that NEVER SAY NEVER words are really works out! It’s not easy to believe but if you have faith, anything can be done easily. That’s what he taught me. He taught me to be ME with no doubt. As I’m growing too, I don’t care of what outside him. I adore him inside, his heart is important. It’s not important his looks changed so much. No flip hair. No cheerful smile. The important thing is he still himself. Proud to be a heartthrob that start from nothing. A nobody from a small town turning into a rising star. A hero for much people, especially girls. And the important one is he never ignore fans. He loves us most. He proud to have Beliebers all the way. I know it’s ridiculous to realized that he don’t even know that I’m exist but at least I’m part of Beliebers and he loves Beliebers. PROUD and SWAG!

At the last, I don’t know if I can’t stop for being a Belieber. I don’t want to, perhaps. Everytime I see him it’s like a tingle on my stomach and says “Hey, you could be like him too” or “don’t lose faith. There’s always a way for you to get chance to meet him”. I told you one of my greatest dream is to meet him in person. And I wish if the time comes, nobody but us. No Selena lol. I’ve been waiting so long then it will be very helplessly with Selena around. Even they had have bunch of children I don’t care. Just back off when I had times with Justin! LOL. So yeah, I believe the right time will come when I’m ready for it. I thought I wasn’t ready to attend his concert. Maybe next chance I will. I don’t wanna lose my believe and faith in God. I always knew He gives the best for me.

Now, He's been very busy recording the new album BELIEVE. I wish I just could buy the new album. Seriously, I don't wanna miss it but I have no money enough this time. I have bunch of stuff I wanted to buy. Just wait for album to release please. And still planning to get a chance to attend his concert. Maybe next year. I don't know but i gotta prepare for it, do I? And I would like to show you a video of him and friends kinda lipsync Call Me Maybe from Carly Rae Japsen. I found it kinda funny things though there's a part of envious JELENA.

And yesterday Live My Life, Far East Movement ft. Justin Bieber was on iTunes. It feel like pay my yearn for Justin song all this time. Proud :D

Anyway, before the words run out I wanna say once again Happy Birthday to my favorite boy. You’re priceless to me. You’re the motivator of my life. You’re my everything even though you don’t think so. Wish me every luck. I wanna be like you! The dreams chaser. Believe In Everything Because Everything’s Reachable. That’s what BIEBER means. Thanks to your encouragement. They all are meaningful to me. I would never lose faith and hopes. Still NEVER SAY NEVER!

Hey, I don't know if it'll make sense or not but I feel like I gotta mention you that I've been dying addicted with Korean. I don't know but is it makes sense if I become an ELF? OMG I just can't admit it. It's kinda hard for me to be a Belieber then why do I wish to be an Elf at the same time. This Bieber Fever can't be more worse than it if I become two fans of different idol. Yeah, you're thinking what I'm thinking. That would be a bad idea. Just ignore this one. Kbye