Writing (again)!

Since today is Sunday morning and I got up about too early (It was 9 am but it’s kinda early for me lol) so I decided to post here. I just picked out a random topic. I and friends have been writing lately because of a contest of novel’s writing. Actually I was going to send my draft to a publisher but unfortunately I hadn’t.  So when I saw this as @deaizwell (Gray Ranger) told me thru twitter, I was so excited right away. Maybe I could send my last draft since it has nothing to do laying in my bookshelf.  Yeah, it’s so unfortunate as see the fact that I cost a lot of money to print it. T__T

But something unexpected folded. When I read the policy of the contest it seriously surprised and disappointing me because it says the limit page is 100 and I over exceeded it. Mine was about 170 and more. So I was a little worry. How can I enter the contest with this conditional. As soon as it, White Ranger told me to cut some scenes of my draft. Then I think about it. My draft had too exceeded pages and if I just cut it without knowingly it would came good or not then it must be bad. I had to delete over seventy pages then my story would be a little weird with the rough plot. This is not right. Seriously, at the first time I was really excited but after knowing the fact it easily bring me down. What should I do since the limit time is about a month left?

Back home, I definitely thought hard about this contest. If I just give up without any effort then I would definitely regret it in the future. Anyway, I think a hundred or seventy pages aren’t that difficult since I like to make a long story. Maybe if I think right about the whole story then I could definitely finish it in a month. Seriously, this has to be dared to take the risk. But I’m sure at least if I try it then it’s not finished as what I thought before, I wouldn’t as disappointed as if I’m not try it at all. So from about six days ago I started making a new story.

So I had said that unknowingly I became a Korean lover lately. And of course from the first thought I started planning to make Korean as the based idea. Although I’m a little worried about it because I don’t know much about Korean but I took the risk. I just like it and if you write something you liked most then it would help much. You would be more encourage and cheer to finished it. Yeah, and my bias are YongSeo couple. Since the theme of the contest is romance then I think I could bring this as a main idea. I wanna make YongSeo romance as my inspiration. So I started called back the memory of YongSeo’s scenes.

Yeah, I will say it bluntly that I’ll put some YongSeo scenes onto my write. Because I don’t have time to think about the story that much, I decided to improved what have done by YongSeo couple. Honestly, I have the basic whole story but it still hard to make it into a complete sentences. At the first time I think about made at least 10 pages a day but it just what I thought. In the real life, you know, it’s hard to make it into reality. After struggling about almost a week, I only have 15 pages. WHAT KIND OF EFFORT IS THAT?? Seriously it became so hard to get those ideas. It’s like whenever I play around it’s just come unconditionally into my mind. But as soon as I faced the computer, with no idea the ideas gone all of sudden. Unfortunately I have to say THIS IS GETTING ME CRAZY.

Though some weeks left I don’t wanna give up yet. If tried a little bit more serious maybe I could reach at least 70. It’s enough to complete the conditional. Yeaah, and also my other friends like White, Gray, and Brown Pink Rangers must be struggling over it too. So if they read it, I just wanna said fighting.  Let’s fighting together till the end since we’re Rangers. We could beat this kinda monster, right? Then we could fight the laziness and get back our ideas that stolen by this monster LOL. At least one of us has to make it. But I wish we all could make it. FIGHTING ^^v