Nothing to Regret

It’s the end of the month again. Two days ago was the last day of the exam week. So it’s kinda relief that we just finished the class of this semester. I thought (personally) that the classes of this semester were way more interesting than the first. So in some reasons I’m positively sure that I will get better marks for some lessons than the first semester. I told ya my marks were effin suck! -__-

Anyway, even though the class of this year was just ended and we’re heading 3 months-nonstop-holiday but I still have to go to campus for choirs’ practice. I still don’t know if I will get selected for graduations’ choirs or not but it’s just okay since I have nothing to do and I really need money. At least if I go every day, my daddy still give me some money.

And our last exam’s class was very interesting yet sad because that was the last day I met my Rangers’ friends. Okay I’m not trynna make it more dramatic. It’s not that sad though, but still it was our last day especially me because they are going to have a trip together for 3 days and they don’t invite me for sure! Of course because they already know I wouldn’t join ever. Yup, they will spend time together for 3 days somewhere in Banten. I don’t know what’s the name and why do I need to know?

Actually I wanted to join them. It seems interesting but the rule is never be broken. So I’m cool about it though it’s not my first time being left behind. I wish they have a great vocation. At least, besides me, Yellow Ranger is not join too. Yeah, I don’t know what make him feel like a fragile thing. He always says that he might get hurt. Are there any boys who indeed easily get injured like him? Hell no -___-. Yeah, actually Yellow Ranger is a bit rarely gathered with us. I don’t know why but don’t you ever think I’ve ever missed him. Naaahh! In your dream!

By the way, the couples most spending time together now. White and Grey Rangers and their boyfriend also the Big Mama with her boyfriend too. It’s called the triple couples’ date. Only Pink Brown Ranger who go but still lonely by herself. Poor her. Usually Miss G is the only single friend of her but seems like not for this trip because I heard that Miss G won’t go. In the end PBRanger have to go through the rough road alone without any single friend. LOL

What I really want to say is, even I thought this campus is not where I belong for the first time, now I could possibly thanked God for his better plan. I always knew he knows the right thing for me. I know this campus is not the best place but it is indeed for me. Who knows where the best place I should belong in? I don’t even know yet. But at least since today I still thankful to God for put me in this kind of nice place. If only I go somewhere would I met the kind of this friends? Would I have such an amazing friendship like this? Even though they are not the best but they always be extraordinary friends for me.

In this situation I could get the point that everything has no regret. Even the bad one always has the good side. Like what happened on me right now. I thought this is not what I wanted. It’s never gone right. But time after time I realized that nothing better than what I get today. Friends, laugh, smile, or anything are just so right for me. This whole year was blessing. I don’t know what might happen if I just gone to another campus. Might be I can’t laugh every day like I am today. I learn something that no one can decide what’s right for themselves. God knows better so just put your trust on him and everything will gone right.