My Galaxy is Gong Under

I feel bad today. I feel more than just bad. I feel miserable. I don't say today is the worst day. Today was just the worst feeling I've ever had, perhaps, after failed to attend Justin Bieber concert years ago. Yet the feeling was different. I'm not suppose to dare to write such a post because one day, I know I would read this again and I would easily laugh it off, but for today, only today, please let me let out every bad and sad feeling that I've held since yesterday.

I know it's not something that I should necessary cry over. It doesn't even change my life. I don't eve have any personally business on this. My feeling is just another side effect of everything that happened these days. Feeling of thousands people that unfortunately should feel the pain. I feel bad, I feel worse, I would feel even worst every time I try to think about it. Over and over again. There's even no emoticon that could express my true feeling. I feel miserable.

This is the childish act I've ever done in this such age. I want to quit this feeling.

I know, and I believe, everything happens for a reason. I also know that every problem that come to our lives definitely can be through. No matter how long you could feel the pain, the times would always heal. I just wonder how can I through this feeling and how long should it takes?

I just wanted to stop holding breath and tears. I really want to do such thing. I just can't wait to read this post again, to curse and to laugh at myself to be such a weak person To think about such an unimportant problem that wouldn't take any important role in my life. I wonder when can I do this all. That's it.

I feel bad. I feel mad. I feel extremely asdfghjklzxcvbnmqwetryuiop!!!!!!!!!

I'm sorry to be such an emotional person. It must have something to do with my period time. Today feels like everything was going wrong. I could get mad easily. I hate this feeling I swear, I'm sorry :'(

I sound all like a drama queen. Let me be a drama queen, only for today. Thanks

Suddenly I hate the number of people in a soccer team

Sincerely, a poor girl who trap in another Galaxy